Breaking up

Breaking up

I never thought that after two years of dating I would finally find it in me to end our relationship. He was my first love. I’m always going to love him no matter what, but I know it’s time to move on with my life and explore. When we were together after the first year he started to get really controlling. He would tell me what I could wear and couldn’t wear. He would try to prevent me from hanging with my friends. We would argue constantly even if it was over something that wasn’t worth an argument. My family and friends kept telling me that I needed to leave him, but I couldn’t at the time because I loved him and thought that we were meant for each other. After a while I started to realize why they wanted me to break up with him. I told him at seven O clock this morning that we needed to talk and right then he knew what I meant he begged to not let it be over and I kept saying I’m sorry but it half’s to be this way. Once he realized that I was not giving him anymore chances he started to say he was going to kill himself. When I hear him tell me this it upsets me a lot. I don’t want that to happen to anybody. So I keep trying to tell him that people love him and care about him and it’s not about not wanting him it’s just that I half to get my life together. I wish life could be easy and I wouldn’t half to deal with this but I guess things always happen for a reason.